Should or Should Not is Irrelevant
Space and time are an explosion. We are stardust that woke up and thought about the universe because our planet exists under very specific and rare astronomical circumstances. We are meat suits haunting skeletons. Your brain is hallucinating everything you see based on electrical signals from your retinas.
I think the idea that we should or should not be any certain thing is irrelevant since we statistically should not exist.
So do what makes you happy. Be "lazy" and heal from your day. Don't let expectations get in the way of the things that bring you joy. You aren't supposed to be some automaton that fits into a convenient cog shaped hole. You aren't supposed to be anything.
So pet a cat, drink some tea, and let your hair down.